"I feel so strange. Being in this bustling place after such calm and clarity. People ask so many questions that have answers I don’t feel like sharing. They could barely understand if I chose to explain. My life turns out to be one big adventure. So different compared to not so long ago, when I still had everyone I loved and thought I had everything I wanted. Intellegence and talent seemed almost a curse during the mourning. Now I feel empowered."